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temen-temen,

berhubung tingkat sexual desire gw sedang meningkat, gw mau ngomongin cowo mulu huehuehuehueh...

anda semua telah mengetahui tentang eksistensi seorang Ian bukan?? (Bukaaan...) YAK! bukan itu jawaban yang saya mau tau...

intinya seorang Ian telah meruntuhkan eksistensi seorang Dayu dengan cara memiliki seorang partner dansa lain setelah kami berjanji untuk berpasangan minggu ini. Huhuhuhuhuuuu...

Gilanya gw... abis dance gw telpon dia malah bilang, "sorry, we cant be partners this week." yea right... what was I thinking??? It was soooo compulsive to do such thing, to someone i dont even know well! We just met like once and talked like in 1 hour... nice... but in the end of the conversation, he let down my guard once again by saying, "can i call you in the week?"
yea, right you anak pantai... begonya gw... kok gw malah menunggu telponnya dia.. padahal... no way man!!!! Why...???

1. dia masih kaya anak kecil (dari segi tampang)
2. dia bule banget, gw kan pengennya yang agak latino ohoho...
3. pengetahuan musiknya amat sangat terbatas pada grup2 band sejenis nickelback, creed, dst...hey man, you should've widen your music horizon man.. masa nat king cole ama nkotb dikau tak tahu...
4. feromonnya tidak sesuai dengan gw
5. he's not that athletic though he's like 180cm and 75 kg

emang pemikiran gw dangkal, en gw ga malu ngakuinnya.. mau gimana lagi? it was only lust, i admit. gw cuma perlu cowo, whoever it was... huahaha.. engga juga sih... kebetulan emang Ian engga jelek2 amat, cuma terlalu bule ajah hueehehe...

tenang.. tenang day...

oke gw udah tenang, bahkan setelah gw kesel banget melihat dia dance dengan cewe laen...

why #2:
1. gw mendatangi dia dan menanyakan kabarnya, well to show him I'm okay with all the partner stuffs
2. he gave me his tic tac (yea, sure that makes me a bit better huehehe...)
3. there was a guy who asked me to dance, but since we couldn't do both dancing and chatting, we decided to stop dancing and have a chat

Hehehe...

That guy was from Mexico and his name is Juan. He is an exchange student and he's in his 4th year of economy study. He's cute, although he reminds me of Michael Novotny (anyone who is a fan of QAF should know about this). I like Michael! Hehe... he was my first fave character in QAF.

We had great chat, and I enjoyed it, seemed he wnjoyed it too. Too bad, he didn't know about Bali so I told him that it's really famous.

We talked for a while till there was no longer people except the UQDance staffs and Juan's friend, Daniel.

Okay, I learned my lesson. There won't be any impulsive behavior like being an aggressive girl. I will just be myself. But what if my nature is an aggressive one? Well, that's something I should handle. And should the men I approach. LOL..